Being lied to really sucks, but then again you already know that. Everyone knows that. Who in this great big world think that being lied to is awesome? No one, that's who. Yeah, I'm rambling, but this is my blog and I can ramble all I want. Ramble, ramble, ramble, ramble. How'd you like that?
Well, if you are still reading this post I thank you. That was me getting some of my frustration out from some information I was told today from a good friend. You see, there is this kid that liked me (and may still like me), and I kind of started liking him back. We texted everyday and talked on the phone for a few weeks, maybe a month. He said the sweetest things and told me at one point that he honestly thought he was falling for me. Then, he told me like a week ago that he thought I was beautiful and really cool, but if anything were to happen between us it wouldn't work out, and he just wanted to be friends. Well, what does he plan on doing, marrying me? And how does he know this for sure? I knew that he was hiding something because it was just so random and out of the blue, but I didn't question him about it. Well anyways, one of my close friends texted me and said she has heard that he and this other girl have something going on. Well then. My gut feeling has been confirmed. Why can't guys be straight up with you and tell you the truth? Do they have some aversion to it? They must. It just sucks. I thought we connected really well, and he seemed genuine when he spoke to me. Who knows, maybe he was telling the truth about his feelings. Ack! He just needs to figure out what the heck he wants. I'm not going to wait for him, and I certainly am not going to let him treat me like something he can just throw away when he loses interest. I may be hard on myself all of the time, but I know for a fact I am better than that. I deserve more. One day he may come to realize this, but by then it may be too late for him. You snooze you lose, buddy. I'm not going to lie, I still have a crush on him. You can't just throw your feelings out the window, but they will fizzle out soon. It's not like he's fanning the flame or anything! I'm new to the dating scene because I have been waiting for the right guy to come for me, and I have been concentrating on school work and God instead of flirting my life away. It may sound silly to you, and sometimes it does to me, but it's just the way I am. I am probably the most innocent girl around in that aspect. Hey, at least I don't throw myself on every guy I see, right?
On a different subject, I am in love with Quaker Chewy Dipps. They're amaze! I'm enjoying one now as I watch The Andy Milonakis Show. I forgot how funny and ridiculous this show was. Whatever happened to Andy Milonakis anyway? He like fell off the side of the earth one day! Does anyone else care about this as much as I do?! Where are you Andy?! I miss you and your crazy antics! It isn't even on tv anymore...I'm watching the second season because my sister got it for me as a gag gift, but the joke is on her because I loved him! Haahaha
Don't give up fellow crushees! What hurts us now only makes us stronger later. Remember this, God loves you and even if you don't capture the attention of that beautiful boy, you yourself are beautiful and He made you that way. The boy who treats you right and sees you for you will come and find you. Just think, he may be on his way now. :) <3
"Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...”
Well, if you are still reading this post I thank you. That was me getting some of my frustration out from some information I was told today from a good friend. You see, there is this kid that liked me (and may still like me), and I kind of started liking him back. We texted everyday and talked on the phone for a few weeks, maybe a month. He said the sweetest things and told me at one point that he honestly thought he was falling for me. Then, he told me like a week ago that he thought I was beautiful and really cool, but if anything were to happen between us it wouldn't work out, and he just wanted to be friends. Well, what does he plan on doing, marrying me? And how does he know this for sure? I knew that he was hiding something because it was just so random and out of the blue, but I didn't question him about it. Well anyways, one of my close friends texted me and said she has heard that he and this other girl have something going on. Well then. My gut feeling has been confirmed. Why can't guys be straight up with you and tell you the truth? Do they have some aversion to it? They must. It just sucks. I thought we connected really well, and he seemed genuine when he spoke to me. Who knows, maybe he was telling the truth about his feelings. Ack! He just needs to figure out what the heck he wants. I'm not going to wait for him, and I certainly am not going to let him treat me like something he can just throw away when he loses interest. I may be hard on myself all of the time, but I know for a fact I am better than that. I deserve more. One day he may come to realize this, but by then it may be too late for him. You snooze you lose, buddy. I'm not going to lie, I still have a crush on him. You can't just throw your feelings out the window, but they will fizzle out soon. It's not like he's fanning the flame or anything! I'm new to the dating scene because I have been waiting for the right guy to come for me, and I have been concentrating on school work and God instead of flirting my life away. It may sound silly to you, and sometimes it does to me, but it's just the way I am. I am probably the most innocent girl around in that aspect. Hey, at least I don't throw myself on every guy I see, right?
On a different subject, I am in love with Quaker Chewy Dipps. They're amaze! I'm enjoying one now as I watch The Andy Milonakis Show. I forgot how funny and ridiculous this show was. Whatever happened to Andy Milonakis anyway? He like fell off the side of the earth one day! Does anyone else care about this as much as I do?! Where are you Andy?! I miss you and your crazy antics! It isn't even on tv anymore...I'm watching the second season because my sister got it for me as a gag gift, but the joke is on her because I loved him! Haahaha
Don't give up fellow crushees! What hurts us now only makes us stronger later. Remember this, God loves you and even if you don't capture the attention of that beautiful boy, you yourself are beautiful and He made you that way. The boy who treats you right and sees you for you will come and find you. Just think, he may be on his way now. :) <3
"Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...”
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