I wore my red wig today, and I honestly felt empowered. It's weird how colors can effect your moods like that. It was a curly wig with sweet ringlets, but I decided to straighten it and woah baby did it take forever...I came out looking like Ariel though, and I thought it was kind of a metaphor for me. Like how Ariel had to learn how to walk on her new found land legs, that's how I feel right now. I'm stumbling on my insecurities, troubles, and boy drama, and I can't seem to gain my balance. I know I have God by my side, catching me when I slip, and teaching me how to walk on my own. I feel like I have to have everyone around me to be able to stand, but I really don't. That is the world's fault, I know. In today's society you grow up learning that being famous is glamerous, and you have to have a beautiful boy on your arm or you yourself aren't beautiful. Sometimes the thought will trickle into my mind that this is all true, but I need to learn how to stop those from getting through to me. I'm sure many girls have this same exact problem as well. Us girls need to stick together and empower eachother with positive things so that we may all be strong and stand tall. We can all walk hand in hand and jump over our stumbling blocks with ease. If only life were like this, would we be happier people.
Friday, April 15, 2011
The Little Mermaid and Standing Up
I don't have much to write about today. Nothing new has happened. Although, last night I did write a short message to said kid. I basically just told him I knew, and that I wanted to hear the truth from him. Honestly, I think I was too sweet in the message now that I look back on it. I can't tell you whether that is a good thing or a bad thing. It's possibly good because I am showing him that I can be mature about this kind of stuff, but it also could possibly be bad because it kind of makes it seem like I am an easy person to walk all over. I know for a fact that I am not though. I can stand my ground when it comes time for me to do so. I can yell my lungs out when I need to. I rarely do, but if something really is bothering me, and I am not being listened to, I can yell and get your attention real fast, let me tell you. I am a shy person, but get me upset, and I can knock you down a few notches. My dad calls it the Italian anger in me, but I just call it me being upset...hahaha.
I wore my red wig today, and I honestly felt empowered. It's weird how colors can effect your moods like that. It was a curly wig with sweet ringlets, but I decided to straighten it and woah baby did it take forever...I came out looking like Ariel though, and I thought it was kind of a metaphor for me. Like how Ariel had to learn how to walk on her new found land legs, that's how I feel right now. I'm stumbling on my insecurities, troubles, and boy drama, and I can't seem to gain my balance. I know I have God by my side, catching me when I slip, and teaching me how to walk on my own. I feel like I have to have everyone around me to be able to stand, but I really don't. That is the world's fault, I know. In today's society you grow up learning that being famous is glamerous, and you have to have a beautiful boy on your arm or you yourself aren't beautiful. Sometimes the thought will trickle into my mind that this is all true, but I need to learn how to stop those from getting through to me. I'm sure many girls have this same exact problem as well. Us girls need to stick together and empower eachother with positive things so that we may all be strong and stand tall. We can all walk hand in hand and jump over our stumbling blocks with ease. If only life were like this, would we be happier people.
I wore my red wig today, and I honestly felt empowered. It's weird how colors can effect your moods like that. It was a curly wig with sweet ringlets, but I decided to straighten it and woah baby did it take forever...I came out looking like Ariel though, and I thought it was kind of a metaphor for me. Like how Ariel had to learn how to walk on her new found land legs, that's how I feel right now. I'm stumbling on my insecurities, troubles, and boy drama, and I can't seem to gain my balance. I know I have God by my side, catching me when I slip, and teaching me how to walk on my own. I feel like I have to have everyone around me to be able to stand, but I really don't. That is the world's fault, I know. In today's society you grow up learning that being famous is glamerous, and you have to have a beautiful boy on your arm or you yourself aren't beautiful. Sometimes the thought will trickle into my mind that this is all true, but I need to learn how to stop those from getting through to me. I'm sure many girls have this same exact problem as well. Us girls need to stick together and empower eachother with positive things so that we may all be strong and stand tall. We can all walk hand in hand and jump over our stumbling blocks with ease. If only life were like this, would we be happier people.
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Okay, i'd just like to start off with , i resent the statement boys are dumb ;), anyway, let me start off by saying it's seriously cool how you can still see God in all of this. i read all of your posts cause , i dunno, i was intrigued i guess. (also, i found your blog cause i clicked on For Today in my music thing, i also saw that you liked Jesus so i figured, i'll check out her blog.) Hopefully you're not too creeped out! if you are.. well, sorry hah. feel free to check out my blog! i'm proud to claim the title of your first follower! hahaha :P, i'll be sure to keep you in my prayers, it's always nice to meet a sister in Christ
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